Eight years ago I became mom to the most incredible and amazing creator in this world, our son Lukas ❤ It’s the best thing ever, but our adventure with ”kids” started way earlier then that!
Me and Fredrik has always had dogs around, even before the first day we met. And they were actually a really big reason why we met. We started our adventure with three (big) dogs on roughly 50 m3 but with a lot of love, we lived together with my two german shepherd-girls Amber & Alice and Fredriks beautiful rottweiler Tyson ❤ in our small apartment.
Then life happened! We managed to buy our wonderful house and finally we could give the dogs even more space, both inside and outside and a big garden to play around in. That was really one of the nicest things we could give them. Then life came again, I had to be without my hearts when I got preeclampsia and had to stay in the hospital. Two of them managed to get sick during that time which I didn’t know as I was in the hospital focusing on becoming a mom and giving birth to our son.
But pretty quickly after we got back from the hospital it was time to face the real world outside of the happiness-bubble that a child is. Especially when we got our son earlier then expected.
One by one we left the oldest due to sickness and when you felt very small in this world when you were standing there to say farewell forever ? You felt that you had missed so much when you were in the hospital but it was not a choice of our own, we were forced to stay in the hospital for a month. The sorrow to never be able to do enough never leave you. Believe me, I was not an easy patient, I just wanted to go home all the time, even after several attempts to ”escape” I didn’t succeed to leave, in my world they were holding me hostage and keeping me from my normal life, not listening to a single word I said when I were telling them that I felt fine, because that is actually how I felt.
To come home to sick ”kids” was devastating and I didn’t think about any new dogs at all! Buuut then came Boss, the cute, little puppy that took everything really calm, with a no stress attitude that we had never seen before ? and another thing, with the most beautiful and kind eyes I’ve ever seen ❤
I had no choice, my heart was sold. Lukas two months please meet Boss 8 weeks, which was the start of a life-long, beautiful friendship. It was love at first sight. Boss was always by Lukas side. Boss was always there when he started to crawl or turn around, watching over him. And he really got his plate full when Lukas started to walk around ? There were times when Lukas got sick of his constant companion, lurking around like a shadow around him but it was very rare, they were like siblings and loved each other so much ❤
Apparently that is how it is, no matter if you have four legs or two, fur or not, communication is not needed and you can really be like brothers. It might sound weird but you have to see it to believe it. However, this picture gives you an idea of the strong bond that they had.
And something must be wrong if you were not blown away by Boss! World kindest dog in all categories! When I had a rough time and didn’t know where to turn, I could always sit down next to him, pat his big head and look into the kindest eyes around. I felt calm and always felt the love he spread around him ❤
So I will miss this guy forever! I do miss all of the dogs that has fulfilled our life ❤ We miss you all, and Boss, my beautiful, big pony! I am sorry, we really tried to help you again but we couldn’t fix this sickness ❤ You get an animal, it’s our responsible to do everything for it and always give it the best, we did that with all of you and we miss you unbelievable much ❤